Inkigayo 29112009

AH, Watch these performances frm Inkigayo.
(:

Beast - Bad girl ( Remix version )

SS501's Love like this
( Goodbye stage )

2PM's Heartbeat
( Taecyeon's abs at the end :D )

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831 : i love you

8 alphabets,

3 words,

1 meaning.

Im just looking for my 'Ryan'.

:)

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Adam Lambert .. eeee

HAHA NO OFFENCE ADAM LAMBERT FANS,
but his performances at the American Music Awards was just SICK.
There were 2 incidents. Go SPOT it yourself. (:

More ,

Lately, i have been liking SS501. HAH, well i was watching We Got Married Hwangbo and Hyun Joong. That's pretty much how i got interested in the group. They're a funny bunch, esp Hyun Joong, the leader.

Look at their FAKE wedding picture. (:

eventhough they're not REALLY together, they're really fun to watch. Seriously (:

I wish they were together ]: eventhough she's 6 years older than him, they're like THE perfect couple :)

Here;s SS501's latest single, Love like this (:

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Past events .

well, for the last weekend, my family and I, went back to Johor for my grandfather's death anniversary. Its his 2nd year. So, we decided to make it into a really fun road trip. Unfortunately, we left really early in the morning, that all of us ended up sleeping on the way there. Except my dad, who was driving. HAHHA i pity him. So, just when we reached there, we had to rush fr church. It started at 9, and we only reached there at about 9.30 and it hasnt even started. (:

SO, okay lah. It was really weird cause like no one told us that the mass was in mandarin. All of us, except my mum was standing there like awkward shit. HAHAH imagine my dad. He said, he was the only indian there. Amanda and I, looked like malays. At least, my mum and Sam managed to blend in. To top it of, we were late. The whole church was filled with ppl. When we walked in, all EVERYONE was staring at us O: HAHA i couldnt help but laugh off the embarassment. HEEEE

So, after mass and the huge embarassment, mum's family wanted to bring us somewhere to eat. The journey to that place was long, like around 20 minutes. So, we thought, what lah. It was a nice place, since they;re taking us this far. The RESULT, OMG. A BLOODY Foodcourt. I saw the signboard of the restaurant, was that it was a foodcourt. I literally CRIED. hahah. Im the type of person who dislikes HATES food courts. IDK whyy, but yeah. Ask anyone. So, no choice lah. I had to follow, I couldnt possibly wait in the car -.- Frankly, THE PLACE WAS HORRIBLE. OH OH, believe it or not, i ALMOST left my phone there O: Thank god, my dad spotted it. OH, silly me.

Then we headed to the graveyard to say few prayers for my grandfather. The journey to the graveyard reminded me of the journey to my church camp. MEMORIES :D haha, i found out that even my grandfather's grandfather was buried there. (: AND my mum's "TWIN" [ Long story ]. So, literally generations from my family was buried there. Thank god, the sun was nice. HAHA it wasnt so hot. After visting that place, we went back to my grandparents house, stayed the night, and left Johor the next day. (:

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Remember December

I feel a seperation coming on
'cause i know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'cause i feel a seperation coming on
Just prove, that there's nothing left to try
'cause the truth, i'd rather we just both deny
You kissed me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no suprise
To you, but i've got something left inside

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember, december
We were so in love back then,
Now you're listening
To what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember, december
Please remember,
Don't surrender......

You said you wouldn't let them change your mind
'cause when we're
Together fire melts the ice
Our hearts are both on overdrive
Come with me, let's run tonight
Don't let these memories get left behind
[ Demi Lovato Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember, december
We were so in love back then,
Now you're listening
To what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember, december
Please remember,
Don't surrender......

I remember us together
With a promise of forever
We can do this, fight the pressure
Please remember, december

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember, december
We were so in love back then,
Now you're listening
To what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember, december
Please remember,
Don't surrender......

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My sister's keeper

The MOVIE version

Conceived by means of in vitro fertilization, Anna Fitzgerald (Abigail Breslin) was brought into the world to be a genetic match for her older sister, Kate (Sofia Vassilieva), who suffers from acute promyelocytic leukemia. Because of her sister's dependency on her, Anna is unable to live the life she wants; in and out of the hospital constantly, she cannot take part in extracurricular activities such as cheerleading or soccer. When Kate turns 13 she goes into renal failure. Knowing that she will have to donate one of her kidneys to her sister, Anna sues her parents for medical emancipation and the rights to her own body. Attorney Campbell Alexander (Alec Baldwin) agrees to work for Anna pro bono. The film is interlaced with flashbacks that detail the strong relationship between Kate and Anna, as well as how Kate's illness has affected her siblings' lives. Before the result of the case is known, it is revealed that Kate had asked Anna to file for medical emancipation. Believing that she would not survive the surgery, Kate wants to die. Anna wins the case, and due to her sister's wishes does not donate her kidney. Kate later dies at the hospital. The family moves on with their lives, being changed by Kate's death, but every year on Kate's birthday they go to Montana, which was her favorite place in the world.

The story follows the life of 13- year-old Anna Fitzgerald, who enlists the help of an attorney, Campbell Alexander, to sue her parents, Brian and Sara Fitzgerald for rights to her own body. Kate Fitzgerald, Anna's older sister, suffers from leukemia, and their parents conceived Anna through in vitro fertilization to be a genetic match donor for her sister Kate. Anna donates genetic material throughout her life, including blood and bone marrow for her sister. Their parents want Anna to donate a kidney to Kate after she goes into renal failure, but Anna instead files a lawsuit against her parents for medical emancipation from her parents despite the consequences of her sister's health.

Her parents, Brian and Sara Fitzgerald, have different reactions to the law suit. Brian has mixed feelings whereas, Sara feels that Anna should donate the kidney to save Kate's life. Sara is a lawyer turned housewife and decides to represent herself and her husband in the suit. She continuously attempts to get Anna to drop the suit, but Anna refuses and moves out of the house and into the fire station where her father works.

After Kate's cancer diagnosis, Jesse Fitzgerald, Brian and Sara's oldest child, grows up to be a troublemaker involved in alcohol, drugs, theft, and arson. Throughout the book an arsonist frequently sets fires in the area, a problem for Brian and his colleagues. After following the clues, Brian discovers that the arsonist was Jesse. Following which, Brian confronts Jesse and learns how badly Kate's illness has affected him. Brian vows to keep Jesse's arson a secret. Jesse eventually straightens himself out later on becoming a police officer.
The judge at the hearing, Judge DeSalvo, is a parent who lost his 12-year-old daughter in a drunk-driving accident. The guardian ad litem assigned to Anna as her representative is Julia Romano, an old girlfriend of Campbell's.

Campbell and Sara bring in their witnesses and battle over whether Anna is mature enough for medical emancipation. Julia, who is supposed to deliver a report about who she thinks should win, is undecided. Anna, who has refused to testify, is the last witness to speak. She reveals that Kate told her that she did not want Anna to go through with the transplant. Which was why Anna filed the lawsuit. The judge decides in favor of Anna and gives Campbell medical power of attorney over her.

Anna dies in a car wreck soon after she is emancipated from her parents. Her kidneys, and other organs, are donated to Kate, and other patients that might need them.

Kate believes that the reason she survived is because someone had to go, and Anna took her place. She grows up to be a dance instructor and whenever she'd missed her sister, she'd look at the scars from the kidney transplant and believe she took Anna wherever she went.

Ps : See how different the ending between the movie and the book is ?

honestly, i preferred the ending in the book, as its more exciting. Rather than the usual cliche happy ending, in this case not so happy. If they would have followed the book, the movie would be better (:

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Wedding dress,

My friend made me watch this video, cause he said it was nice.
so okay i watched it, and OMG. i literally cried.
it soo sooo SADDD.

can you hear my heartbeat ?

OMG, THE INTRO IS OH SO AWESOME.
MILLERRR, WATCH THIS :D

2PM's heartbeat

have you guys seen their new MV for their song, Heartbeat ?

well, my honest opinion was i didnt really like it at first. i mean, its not the same without Jay.

and its like , eversince Jay left, their album is filled with emo songs.

i mean, it has a beat and all, but you can tell whether the song is nice or not.

so yeah,

i want the old 2PM BACKK !

ps ; im not saying 1.59pm is bad :)

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kimmmmm

Music Bank , Inkigayo

as you know, SHINee's Jonghyun and Onew have been affected by H1N1.
well, the good news is, Jonghyun is okay .
but Onew is still in the recovery process.
so, let's pray for him .
so, for their performances , Super Junior's Yesung replaced Jonghyun and Super Junior's Leeteuk replaced Onew , for the time being .
They said, they wanted to help their little dongsaengs.
awwww ♥

Here's Yesung on music bank as Jonghyun .



and here's Leeteuk on Inkigayo as Onew .

Swine flu ,

OH, NOES !
haha . sorry ili, i had to steal your trademark exclamation .

(:
more people are getting swine flu. in Korea (:

it started out with ,
2AM's Jokwon

then , SHINee's Jonghyun

and now , SHINee 's Onew ! :O

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A satisfaction you dont want .

i realized that i have been blogging alot lately .
probably cause i dont have anything to do . haha .
but yeahh , oh well (:

today, i had sunday class .
and we were doing a role play on Baptism .
and as usual, i was the only girl , so i had to be the mummyy. haha .
Jerry was the dad, Matthew was the baby, Daniel was the priest, Shawn was the Godparent, and Amos was the relative . hah .
so, yeah . it was funny in a way ish . (:
i enjoyed the class .

oh oh, watch this .
i see this video everywhere (: