12102008 ; no specific title.

emotion ; uhm, is there such thing as feelingness ?

i think that i should probably blog.

after a loong loong time.

ahah. this pst few days has been hard.

all types of things happening.

i wonder why ?

i wonder if we can see what God has planned for us in the future.

im just curious to see mine.

it could end up good or bad.

you choose.

UPSR's results is cming out tmrw,

and my sis is freaking out.

when clearly, she does not have to worry.

parents are less strict with her.

not like when i was taking mine.

time has officially change.

smetimes i just wished it was slower.

things i wanted it to end faster,

and now i wanna go through those things again.

but enjoyng it this time.

081108,

a dte i will remembr.

(:

this saturday's my grndfthr's 1 year anniversary,

even when he passed awy,

honestly, i wasn't so sad.

i didnt even look into th coffin.

im sorry.

when my auntie passed a year before,

i cried like HELL.

i've never experienced funerals before.

that's why.

i wasnt sad, was because,

he was bedridden.

and pretty much, unconcious.

but my auntie, was shocking.

we didnt expect it at all.

it all started with a severe tummy pain.

and bam, she goes.

now, i regret not talking to my grndfthr,

even if he's unconcious.

anythng else on my mind ?

i have no idea.

alot of things running around inside.

ohh christmas.

i miss that. after two years.

please, i want this year to happen.

please.

love,

KIMM